Wahegurujio...i am reminded of biggest murakh myself as barber, when i was told i am selfish for trying to keep pre-teen's daughter hair long, she expressed liking short hair from being left out at school (public school which i shifted her to from private school, due to clique issues from once best friends clique), siblings say i am selfish for wanting to keep daughter in Sikhi, when mother enabled us freedom, against Gursikhi father's knowledge, and will
...did ardas to Gurujio so daughter feel inspired to keep hair despite inconvenience/ hardship...that day teacher praised her beautiful, long hair...but i cut it under pressure...what a nightmare life has been for dishoring Gurujio's blessings to answer my ardas, as Bhai Sahibjio is attempting to go to aid of Bhai Dalip Singh...
moral of lesson learnt, limitless benefits of enduring hardship/ inconvenience is so much more that giving in to maya/ worldly pressure..Gurujio is yet so merciful towards me, and daughter, who has drifted so far away from Sikhi, and purity of mind...and Gurujio only knows what else...if any...lost parental rights to daughter too..
Bhul chuk muaf Gurujio.
Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa, Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh
ਸਤਿਗੁਰਬਚਨਕਮਾਵਣੇਸਚਾਏਹੁਵੀਚਾਰੁ॥
