Hi, I am in medical school. I want nothing but to sit in sat sang all day everday listening to akhaand paath or akhand kirtan.
However I am realizing so much. Doing bhagti within grist jeevan is the highest. It is so hard to do all of your worldly dhandhe live a nirmal jeevan and then nitnem on top of it. Like bhai sahib said above there is enough time to do pure bhagti if you handle all your tasks as well. It is much easier just to thiag all school and say it is worthless and just sit there and listen to kirtan on youtube all day everyday. But then you start to realize you gotta do what you gotta do and that is equally important.
And now that Im spending more time in school related works im starting to question how serious my bhagti even is was. Gur Sikhi Jeevan is for saints. It is only through guru sahib's kirpa that one can do nitnem.
To do nitnem plus accomplish worldly duties is nothing short of a miracle.
Please do ardaas for me that I may one day be a gur sikh.
even as I posted this. I am at school library. got my book out of my backpack. set it on the table. pushing it aside opened japji sahib. Not even 2 minutes into japji sahib I open up browser and now find myself posting on a website.
I truly feel like that line by Bhagat Kabir Singh Ji about the Vadda Abaagh.
Gur sikha ki har dhoor deh hum papi bhi gat paye