Waheguru,
i will be so grateful just to achieve extinction.
How do one achieve purity of Gurmat when one
unable to afford living amongst holy,
due to one's own fault/ fate to not be able
to get out of living amongst trashy, nonsikhs,
Sikhs who are probably from non-Singh Sabha
village of Faridkot due to not knowing the
value of high education skill when late in life?
On the other hand, why does Gurbani pursuing
maya, high education but Waheguru has not
provided Khalistan so fools like myself could
at least afford moving there to do bhagti?
Waheguru?
Bhul chuk muaf
Ps. Unbelievable attitude of highly educated sikhs in
usa...while conversing with a California sikh in
gurdwara there about daily schedule like most in Canada, this NY soon to retire Sikh interrupted
and replied, "oh, such interest in daily Gurdwara is
so free food is available for such sangat?" She simply came and took over much needed
information written for me, while looking at me disgustingly, and made
painful remark.
Years earlier, in another Gurdwara in New Orleans, a Giani brought over from
Punjab, by 2 Gem Gurmukhs with their own finances, were opposed by remaining
sangat with attitude of NY sikh. I overheard one actually
say, "badha aiya america vich rehna anpar.." They sent
Gianiji back after refusing to contribute to even meagre
income of US$500? This Giani met serious accident
in Punjab and passed away.
Moral of above, Giani and myself have karam
owing to haumai filled sikhs..i know i deserve my
fate so i hope extinction is relief Gurujio will
bless me with as i know i will be unable to
achieve His level of required Gurmat purity, and
bhagti...but i know the beloved deceased Giani
deserve at least Gurujio's mercy...cause
he is surely a pure heart (humbly being at mercy of others) but if he was lacking in required
Gurmat Bibeki would it be fair if he is denied Sachkhand
over the unbelievable sikhs in usa?