what words do i have to describe this desire
this longing that pushes nectar through my pores
this pain that makes me want to fall and bear it no more
this need that makes me never want to stop
this desperation that makes me scream in despair
this longing that makes me gasp for air
every moment you don't answer my callings
makes life impossible to bear
why won't you clear the path for me?
so i look around desperately, and try my hardest every day
not to break the trance of your peaceful ones, and reach out and say
"help...
won't you also show me the way?"