Im not a bazurag singh.. but I know exactly how you feel
I am an 18 year old girl and just started college.. I might be the only singhni in this college(large college)
Whatsapp, Skype, facebook are great ways to communicate with your family
There are like nobody in college and very few people at gurdwara...
all I do is pray to guru sahib that I maintain my sikhi saroop and rehit no matter what..and that I don't change to appease anybody
Its sad.. it makes me sad. Toronto.. has a huge gursikh population there compared to other places in the world..
So all you really have to do is just be in guru sahib's bhana.. .Tera kiya meeta lagai har naam padarath maangai.. like maybe you could go back for breaks and stuff..
My situation is the same.. there is like nobody.. like wheewww.. lost . completely.. like no sangat.. no bibiyaa in dastara..so veerjee.. I know where you are coming from
Makes me feel kind of special
You should feel very special and proud of who you are.. and don't let being by yourself change that.. be that rare glowing.. naam abhiyaasi brother of mine in Windsor, Canada....
and realize that you are being educated thaaki thusee agai vich paisae kaamapawgae apanae parivaar vastae.. and panth di seva vich lagpaogae..
and that your sacrifices are nothing compared to shaheed singhs..
and just like keep on japing naam.. .and I promise you'll get through this.. because every single trouble you go through.. every single dukh you go through makes you stronger.. and makes you a better person...
THe only thing you have in situations like this is guru sahib... and to do ardasaa and jodriyaa that you maintain everything. and that you maintain your gursikhee saroop.. and in the process many others become educated
and then you face people that will question you? and tell you.. that you are odd .. and what not.. that doesn't matter
all I do is keep on remembering the shaheeds.. and the 84 singhs.. and the jina singha charkariya te chare...
Education is such a wonderful thing.. and you need education if you want to change the world.. support the panth.. and help the panth..
This is your bhenjee's perspective.. im going through. and have been going through the exact same thing you are going through
I know I am not a bazurag singh but I know exactly how you feel..so I just felt like I had to reply
Bhul chuk maaf
Vaheguru ji ka Khalsa
Vaheguru ji ki Fateh
ਸਤਿਗੁਰਬਚਨਕਮਾਵਣੇਸਚਾਏਹੁਵੀਚਾਰੁ॥